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Autobiography:

Name: Magz, formally known as Margretta

Birthday: 1st of june 1989

Star Sign: Gemini

Statue: single, but not available

Current saying: negro please!

Currently annoying rant: how fucked up the education system is by degrading english and making us poor students overanalyze every freakin movie, show, book we watch/read. POWER TO THE PEOPLE!!

Secret: I'm a hopeless romantic ^_^ dispite what I may say or do, I'm a sucker for anything lurvveee. Ssshhhhhh... don't tell anyone!

My Sunshines

My Anh <3
Monica <3
Amanda <3
Michelle <3
Wendy <3
Aqueedah <3

Things That Make You Go MmMmMm... (aka interests)

* Writing - Its where I write things I probably wouldn't do or say... ah, who am I kidding? LoLz! Its just where I flex and stretch my talent

* Drawing (though really shit at it, but I can have dreams!)

* Shopping - Its a sport on its own, and very theraputic. You can NEVER have too many accessories! Can I get a hell yeah?

* Playing Pool - I'm actually really good at it. Not to beep my own horn... but... BEEP BEEP! LoLz

* Gossiping and Bitching - Theres nothing like a good gossip session and bitchfest with good friends. Its how girls bond, I advice everyone do it.

* Love Songs - I LOVE love songs. The emotion, the lyrics, the meaning. Ahhh... Its beautiful!

* Spending Time Alone - I know that makes me sound like a hermit, but spending time with yourself is the best! especially because I'm such good company! ^_^

Bold as Love

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Saturday, June 25, 2005

hey hey sunshines!

how are we all? bright and shiny i hope ^_^. Its a Saturday (as you can tell because it says it at the top of this entry), but the point is, its Saturday. Not Sunday, not Thursday and it sure as hell ain't Monday, thank God. This week is the last week of school... YAY!!! Goodbye crappy school-life, hello holidays! And whats great about it is Ayla is coming back!! So my holidays are garanteed to be a non stop carousel ride.

Hmm... lets see, what has happened lately that is remotely interesting for me to share with you's...
I recieved my report back, and let me tell you, it was a disappointing, but nothing I wasn't prepared for. I, like, failed all my classes except for art, photography (suprisingly, seeing as how half the time I don't even show up) and ancient history. I totally flunked english, ext. english, maths and software design, but the last two were a given.

Lately I'm not motivated towards anything to do with school and half the time I don't even show up, people are actually surprised that I come some days. And I don't want to quit because I have nowhere else to go and there is, of course, that little, insignificant problem that my parents would rip me to shreds, but like i said, thats a tiny problem.

Last week my school went to this expo for careers and this guy was giving this speech, and because he was reasonably good looking i thought, hell, I'll at least half heartly listen to what he has to say. And as he went on, and on about how we should start making choices for the future, I was like, yeah I so should. I should go out there and make something of myself, you know. But ten minutes later I was like... hmm, maybe not. I realised I don't give two shits what I'm going to be doing in the next two years, as long as I get past next week. I don't want to buy a ticket when I don't know the destination, that sort of thing. I don't want to worry about the "what can be" or the "what could have been", it really doesn't matter to me, but the here, the now, thats what counts, and sometimes even that doesn't matter.

I'm just so tired, of nothing. But I I'm not satified when I have something, but what I really want is everything. lolz, thats fucked up. I talked to Danny before. He such a sweetie, but he tries to understand things that he's not meant to, you know what I mean? Like, he tries to read between the lines with me, but theres nothing there, theres just empty words that have no meaning. He said sometimes talking with me is like being in the company of ghosts. I like I have a thing with dating guys who are too deep, first Jeremy, now him. And I feel almost bad for dumping him without a "plausable" reason.

Almost, but not quite.

But oh well, I'll be seeing him at my cousin Sara's party tomorrow. God only knows how that will turn out, if I'm lucky, I'll make it to school on tuesday.

I'm totally loving this quote from this song right now:

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide
--"Collide", Howie Day

Very deep. I love it.
Well, til next time my sunshines.

Magz...

MaGz [ 8:34 pm ]

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